Frocked in lavender finery
and dainty necklace of white,
March winds rustle your many emerald petticoats
as you sit in half shadow
beneath an unadorned maple tree,
dispassionately waiting
for the rest of Spring’s recalcitrant guests to arrive.
Frocked in lavender finery
and dainty necklace of white,
March winds rustle your many emerald petticoats
as you sit in half shadow
beneath an unadorned maple tree,
dispassionately waiting
for the rest of Spring’s recalcitrant guests to arrive.
There’s treasure everywhere –
A bird in the house,
apples,
shadow puppets,
the wide window,
blades of grass,
bugs,
the good earth,
the tiny seed,
small ceremonies –
places I never meant to be.
I want children to play upon my grave.
Fragile kites let out on lines held in sticky hands,
Pockets weighty with throwing pebbles;
Ant-army marches across greenest grasses,
Knees drawn high and feet bare
to the first timid days of summer.
Childish voices, noisy and forgetful
of the solemn nature of
life, six feet below the living.
What are you thinking of, Mother Dear,
as you clasp your cherubic child before
you and gaze off into the distance
between courses of honeyed tea and buttery toast?
The movements of the moon?
Mathematical proofs?
Mycology and mineralogy?
Or the sweet deliciousness of another few minutes of sleep,
so you can dream you live in a world where
mothers are the engineers of their own mornings?
Over and over again,
following customary flight patterns;
thoughts flit into my brain.
Buzz, buzz, buzz in your left ear,
I pause midflight;
stung into sudden silence.
Remembering
I need not bother
unless I can translate my busy buzzing
into a language of grunts and uhs and silence.